My current relationship.

So...yes I have a girlfriend. To be honest this is actually my first serious relationship with a girl. So I'm scared out of my mind on how to handle this. Well not really scared but I don't know what to do nor how to handle it very well.

Don't get me wrong I'm trying my best to be the best not just for her but for myself also. I want to experience how a relationship works and as of now, with her it's amazing. I don't want to get too cheesy about it but yeah it's true. I know I don't have to put our relationship out there but I don't have anything to hide, I don't want to keep what I feel bottled up and really just want to show her off to the world. 

It's nice having her company...it truly is.

So this is where I tell my story on how we met and became a couple...skip it if you want lol.

Like we didn't just meet and started dating off the bat. We met at an In-N-Out through our friend and then we all went to a party together. We ended up going to my place after and she left in the morning. She ended up leaving her blanket here and came back a couple days later. That's when we started to hang out. A lot.

She was different and it got my attention. I didn't expect anything such as a relationship. We were just genuinely hanging out and having a good time as friends. We got a little closer as weeks passed by. Then, she left for London. I wasn't really sad . She wasn't my girlfriend at the time so it didn't bother me that she was gone. But then we did FaceTime once...and then it became FaceTiming like everyday with her. 

Once she came back a month later we started hanging out more and then randomly just asked her if she was my girlfriend and she said yeah. Now we're here...

Me being a "player" ?

So today was my first day back at school as a senior! I know right? I'm getting old. So you know the basics just teachers talking and going over the same boring things.

The thing I want to talk about is what happened after school. I was catching up with some of my friends and then I started talking to one of them while I was walking to my car. She was asking that if I really had a girlfriend. Like she said "Do you really really have a girlfriend?" I was shocked for her to say that..say that do you really? I told her what that was supposed to mean after saying yes. She told me that most of her friends and other girls know me as a player. Then she went on saying that ever since she met me in 8th grade it has always been girls liking me and I'd "play" here and there. 

If I really was then okay, but it's not that I didn't want girlfriend so much. I would've stopped my player ways if I found a girl that I REALLY wanted to be with. It was because no girl has really caught my eye until now...

And if my baby girl is reading this, hi ;)

Blue Hunnids - TheOnlyLj