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FRESHMAN YEAR:
AHHHH, MY FRESHMAN YEAR OF HIGH SCHOOL WAS WHEN I BARELY FOUND OUT ABOUT GIRLS AND HOW TO TALK TO THEM. I STARTED TALKING TO A LOT OF RANDOM GIRLS ON THIS OLD CHAT APP CALLED "KIK". AH, YES THE NOTORIOUS KIK MESSAGING APP. WHERE YOU COULD MEET RANDOM PEOPLE AND MADE FRIENDS WITH A SIMPLE PRESS OF THE SEND BUTTON. BUT THE MAIN REASON WHY YOU WERE USING THE APP WAS TO HAVE A GROUP CHAT WITH YOUR FRIENDS OR!!! TO FIND A CUTE GIRL OR BOY. DON'T EVEN DENY IT OR FRONT EITHER YOU KNOW YOU WERE. SO...MOVING ON...THERE WERE A LOT OF GIRLS I MET ON THERE AND MOST THEM THAT WENT TO OTHER HIGH SCHOOLS IN THE AREA. I WOULDN'T EVEN REALLY TRY TO HOLLER AT THEM ( I THINK IT'S BECAUSE I DIDN'T KNOW HOW TO ). WE BASICALLY BECAME FRIENDS AND THEY'D FOLLOW ME ON INSTAGRAM OR I'D GET THEIR NUMEBR AND WE'D FACETIME OR SOME SHXXT.
TO BE HONEST I DON'T THINK I CAN COUNT MY FRESHMAN YEAR AS TALKING TO GIRLS, MORE LIKE THE INTRODUCTION TO THEM. THAT YEAR THOUGH. DURING FRESHMAN YEAR I HAD THE BIGGEST CRUSH ON THIS LITTLE CUTE FILIPINO GIRL. IT TOOK ME AGES TO FINALLY TALK TO HER AND NOTHING EVER HAPPENED BETWEEN US BECAUSE I WAS TOO SCARED TO MAKE A MOVE! WE WERE PRETTY CLOSE THOUGH. WE'D LIKE BE ALL TOUCHY LIKE AFTER SCHOOL WE'D CHILL TOGETHER WITH MY ARMS WRAPPED AROUND HER, TALKING TO FRIENDS AND WHAT NOT. A FEW PEOPLE WOULD ASK IF WE WERE TOGETHER AND WE WOULDN'T EVEN GIVE AN ANSWER BUT SMILE. I NEVER MADE A MOVE THOUGH...I WAS SCARED. ALSO I WASN'T EVEN THAT THOUGHTFUL. I DIDN'T EVEN HAVE ANY IDEA ON HOW TO ASK HER OUT. AFTER A WHILE SHE PROBABLY GOT BORED OF ME AND STARTED TALKING TO SOMEONE ELSE. I DID AS WELL OR WELL...MULTIPLE GIRLS. ( ONE TIP I'D GIVE MY YOUNGER SELF IS TO GO FOR IT! TO WORST SHE CAN SAY IS NO. REGRETTING SOMETHING IS WAY MORE WORST THAN REJECTION )
I STARTED TALKING TO SOMEONE OLDER THAN ME. THE STORY ON HOW WE MET WAS THROUGH FACEBOOK OR TUMBLR. SHE WAS MY COUSINS FRIEND, THEY WERE IN THE SAME GRADE. DID I MENTION SHE WAS A YEAR OLDER AND A SOPHOMORE IN HIGH SCHOOL. TO BE TOALLY HONEST WITH YOU I FELT LIKE THE SHIT AND MY HOMIES THOUGHT I WAS PRETTY COOL TOO. IN REALITY, WE ONLY TEXTED BARLEY WEB-CAMMED TOGETHER ( OOVOO AND TINY-CHAT ). WE BARELY EVEN SAW EACH OTHER IN PERSON TOO, IT WAS THE LAMEST RELATIONSHIP EVER HAHA. THE MOST TIME WE SPENT TOGETHER WAS AT MY COUSINS 4TH OF JULY PARTY. EVEN THEN WE BARELY TALKED AND MADE PHYSICAL CONTACT. IT WAS THE WORST RELATIONSHIP I'VE HAD. I DON'T EVEN MEAN IT IN A NEGATIVE WAY. IT WAS PRETTY SAD THOGUH HAHA. LIKE WE NEVER WENT ON A REAL DATE! WE'D TEXT AND SAY AND SEND CUTE SHIT TO EACH OTHER ON TUMBLR.
( ME THINKING I WAS HELLA COOL )
I STARTED TALKING TO SOMEONE OLDER THAN ME. THE STORY ON HOW WE MET WAS THROUGH FACEBOOK OR TUMBLR. SHE WAS MY COUSINS FRIEND, THEY WERE IN THE SAME GRADE. DID I MENTION SHE WAS A YEAR OLDER AND A SOPHOMORE IN HIGH SCHOOL. TO BE TOALLY HONEST WITH YOU I FELT LIKE THE SHIT AND MY HOMIES THOUGHT I WAS PRETTY COOL TOO. IN REALITY, WE ONLY TEXTED BARLEY WEB-CAMMED TOGETHER ( OOVOO AND TINY-CHAT ). WE BARELY EVEN SAW EACH OTHER IN PERSON TOO, IT WAS THE LAMEST RELATIONSHIP EVER HAHA. THE MOST TIME WE SPENT TOGETHER WAS AT MY COUSINS 4TH OF JULY PARTY. EVEN THEN WE BARELY TALKED AND MADE PHYSICAL CONTACT. IT WAS THE WORST RELATIONSHIP I'VE HAD. I DON'T EVEN MEAN IT IN A NEGATIVE WAY. IT WAS PRETTY SAD THOGUH HAHA. LIKE WE NEVER WENT ON A REAL DATE! WE'D TEXT AND SAY AND SEND CUTE SHIT TO EACH OTHER ON TUMBLR.
AS YOU CAN TELL BY THE PICTURE ABOVE, INSTAGRAM CAME OUT. I STARTED TO GET USED TO TALKING TO GIRLS THROUGH KIK. NOTHING CAME SERIOUS OUT OF IT THOUGH. I DIDN'T KNOW HOW TO ASK A GIRL OUT AND THAT WAS MY PROBLEM FOR A VERY LONG TIME. LIKE I SAID BEFORE MY FRESHMAN YEAR WAS ONLY AN INTRODUCTION TO GIRLS. I DID KNOW A LOT OF GIRLS BY THE END OF MY FRESHMAN YEAR THOUGH...LET ME KNOW HOW YOU GUYS WERE FRESHMAN YEAR. IN ALL HONESTY I WAS TERRIFIED WHEN I TALKED TO GIRLS. I ALWAYS WANTED TO LOOK COOL, AND NOT DORKY. WHAT I'VE LEARNED THROUGH THE YEARS IS BE YOURSELF. IT'S THE MOST CLICHE THING TO SAY BUT IT'S TURE. TO BREAK IT DOWN A LITTLE MORE IS TO BE YOURSELF WITH THE UPMOST CONFIDENCE. KNOW YOURSELF. DON'T FAKE ANYTHING. BUT AT THE SAME TIME DON'T BE A CORN BALL LMAO.
THAT'S PRETTY MUCH ALL I HAVE TO SAY ABOUT MY FRESHMAN YEAR IN HIGH SCHOOL, PRETTY BORING BUT I HOPE YOU GUYS LOOK FORWARD FOR THE NEXT ONE. LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU GUYS THINK. IF YOU GUYS ACTUALLY READ THIS GO COMMENT "LIGHT EM' UP!" ON MY RECENT PHOTO.
